My mother who has such a busy schedule accompanied me to the photoshoot venue and saw me through the process. Though not the whole process, because she has to leave in the midst of it, I'm already happy enough. Her presence there with me ease my anxiety. The night before photoshoot, she packed the bag for me. Folding my clothes, packing up the accessories needed, etc. Thank you so much, mummy. Im really grateful. And it feels good that you're in favour of what Im doing. I'll do well, and not disappoint you. :-)

My granny said JIAYOU to me before I left. It felt as if I was on my way to school taking the GCE 'O' again. Because that was the only time, my granny said JIAYOU to me. HAHAHAHAHA. She only said it when she really means it, for she's really shy to actually get those mandarin words out of her mouth.

My aunt was so anxious about it. Each time she called my mother after the photoshoot, she would ask and ask about it. It feels good that people around you actually care :-)

Another sweetheart, is Huisze. She is very supportive too, despite her worries about me being in this industry. On the day before the photoshoot, she came over to my house after school and gave my brother tuition. My granny told me she hasnt eaten and must be tired. Thank you Hoho for not giving up on my brotehr. She then made an encouragement card for me, with my brother. I was very shocked to receive it, for the day before photoshoot, I was whining and whining about how unprepared I was and feeling quite moody about it. And coming back home, receiving a lovely and heartwarming card just made me smile like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Another friend to be mentioned, is Kahhong. Thank you Kahhong. I know you'll be grinning like mad to see your name here. HAHAHA. Stalker. But, anyway, thank you for all your guidance and pointers. Still, I must correct you that the studio doesnt look as scary as you mentioned! It was pretty niceeeeeeee. Did you go to the same place as I do? Kallang way 161? HAHAHAHAHA! Anw, thank you. He was nice enough to offer himself to accompany me to the photoshoot, but sthing cropped up and he couldnt. But still, thoughts that count. Teehee.

Vino, thank you for being so sweeeeeet. She was with me the day before the photoshoot. She saw how I whined about the arrival of menses, the backaches, the slight cramps, etc. And later, in the evening, she texted me to ask if my back is feeling better. Awwwww, that moves me. Because, you tell me, how many friends actually care. And plus, looking back, and to text you. At the same time, its not about if they care for you or not, but sthing these minor things just slip past our minds. And, thank you, Vi, for remembering :-DD Idk if I made sense, but yeah. HAhah.

And, how can I forget -Haziq! Idk if you're gna read this Haziq, but I hope you do stumble upon this. Thank youuuuuuuuuuu so so much for beign free on wednesday and accompany me alllll the way to Orchard -Far East to get my boots. I was desperate to find a companion to accompany me there for it was late evening around 630 alrd. Everyone is activating their lazy mode alrd, even myself. But, Ive to drag myself up to actually egt to Orchard. Thank God that Haziq is free and nice enough to say, Okay, sure! and off we went. :-))))) THANKS ah! you don't know how grateful I am!

Thank you to Hafiz, for boosting my self-esteem and confidence the day before photoshoot. And lemme promise you, even if my photos are ugly, I'll show you everyth. HAHAHAHAHAA! And you dont go around showing everyone, I'll kill you! HAHAHAH. :-D So, thank you again, buddy!

Thank you, Cris sweetheart for texting me before and after the shoot, asking me how was it. It felt super good that after the tiring shoots, and you received nice and wonderful texts from friends. Thank you ah! Hehehehe. I know you will do great working today! :-) I hope if Ive time I'll drop by to meet you. Stay strong!

And, thanks ah, Cliff for remembering. It might be a small thing to you like "It's just rmbing when's the photoshoot" but it means a lot to me, for some of my close friends' reaction were "OH YEAH, YOUR PHOTOSHOOT IS TODAY!!!!" :\ It's hurtful to hear things like that from those whom you expect to rmb. So, you actually surprised me! -ALOT. HAHAHAA! Its a good thing, thank you

To sayang, Christopher Li, hahaha. I'm gna say the most cliched things, like thanks for all the encouragements you gave. It helps alot. teehee. It might be cliched, but what if it's true. And do you rmb that you told me, "You're gna be the prettiest asian girl there", it might sound impossible at first, but guess what? I'M THE ONLY GIRL! HAHHAHAHAAA. So that should make me stands out form the rest :-))) Thank you, sayang! :-*

Jaron, get well sooon!

Well, that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tells you to stop before you fall, but you just keep going.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.(is this talking about Vino? HAHAHAA!) You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.



The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. (so true!) This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.



Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person. (fucking trueeeeeee!!!!)



The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics (hahaha, oh really?) when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.



Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (teehee?)



The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. (so wrong!!!!) Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.



How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (thank you!)



What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.



Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

A guy who dumped me bfr, has such a thick skin to add me back on msn and said, "You were once my honey." It tickles my laughing bones badly.

Oh, btw, Kevin asked if you people wna go Ice skate next Tues -19/1?
I've made myself freeeeeeeee, it's up to y'all now! :-D